Tuesday, May 25, 2010

the 'R' word

regrets : to think of with a sense of loss


too many to think about
too many to deal with
just...too 
many 
regrets


as i am afraid of commitment
i am a friend of regrets
i am a friend of hoping
hoping what'll happen
only if i just didn't do that
only if i just moved on


in my thoughts
knowing that he's not going to let me back into his life
i try to move on
it hurts
but what can i do


'anything can happen'
really? how are you so sure?
'if you want something to happen, create your own path'
but im scared, what if it's not what i wanted?
'all you need to do is take your step'
my first step...
fear 
someone help

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