Monday, May 3, 2010

when everything just...

when everything just starts falling down
everything you try to do fails
it brings you down
and you give up

then somehow you just forget about it
everything's forgotten
something new starts
and you move on but it's hard

some people don't like changes
they're afraid of them
or they don't like it
it keeps memories of things or people

it's hard to just let go of things
it's hard to let go of people you loved
it's hard to move on with your life
knowing that this person won't be there

knowing that he won't be beside you
when you need someone to lean on
he's not going to be there anymore
you try hard to let go

you put a smile on your face
he would be the only one
he would know if it was real
he's the reason you smiled

you acted normal
acted like as if everything's okay
he would ask if there was something wrong
you told him everything

he was everything to you
then all of a sudden he's gone
he's not there anymore
you have no one to rely on

you try to fit in with others
they like you, looks of you
not what you're inside
then you remember him

it's hard to change, it just happens gradually without you even knowing about it
you try to be the same person you are before
but you know it's not going to happen

and life just goes
you live on

2 comments:

jooreu said...

hwaiting!

Anonymous said...

your pictures down there on the post under the under one is real cool

and u should be a poet yo i didnt know u rolled like dissss
sickk stuff = )
hope u get betterrr too = )

best wishes
jay
(12 YEARSSS? dam dude i should get you like a giftt): P