repetition

it's like how it was before
with him
but more...difficult


somehow she can't open up to him
she cares about him
she's crazy for him
but somehow
she just can't seem to tell him what's on her mind


it seems harder for her to make him understand
what she's feeling
why she's feeling this way
how she want things to be


she wants to tell him
she wants to talk to him about these things
but she just gets annoyed just thinking about it


someone told her 
'guys will never understand girls and girls will never understand guys'
can't we at least try to understand each other?
we might talk in different languages 
but can't we try to learn?


they say that she's just gonna get hurt
the more she doesn't talk about it
the more she just pushes it aside
it's just her that's gonna be in pain
but really they don't know what she's been through 


she says whatever
she's used to it being that way
she can handle it by herself
that's what she's been doing 
and she plans on doing it that way


she just hopes
he will understand