choice?

i'm just wondering..don't i have a choice to choose my future?
still today, i have no idea what i want to do. i haven't applied to any college/university.
i can choose when i want to go..right?
it's MY future. MY life. MY deicision.
so why can't people just let me be?
why can't people wait?
yes, i get that they're worried about me but what's their business with my issues?
NOTHING.
thank you for being concerned but stop asking me.
this is really frustating because they have no idea how all this shit in my brain is all jumbled up and i'm trying to sort them out, but these people are making it even worse by keep asking me the same goddamn question.
when i know where i want to go, what i want to do, i'll tell you.
so please just let me be.